mastersquid's Blog

Today Mr. Luwen a vp from sons' school had returned a call verifying that he had not arrived to school at all today, backed his decision to call the truancy officer then I went out and found him by the over pass at the railroad tracks down the street from our apt. Turns out that he has been untruthful about everything and his behavior and actions has become completely unacceptable! It hurts me to live with someone who can not be trusted, that was one of the main reasons for not wanting anything to do with his mother. We sat down with Detective Sherman made him aware of our shared communications and needed behavioral changes along with the fact that from now on I will need to escort him to & from school and will be fined by the courts every time he is late starting Monday. Also that the teachers are to report to me each time an assignment is not handed in and that in addition any missed assignments, past or future rather they can still be graded or not, will be completed on the wkds. and handed in... Also learned, as I had suspected & informed him about, there are hidden cameras under the over pass due to the behaviors of teens who hang out there.     So a new life begins!      Talking with a friend about storing items from his room especially all the electronics to leave him with little more then a lite, books and a mattress. It is not for me to understand why good solid reasoning and understanding are not followed when freedom, nurturing an a roof along with bread & water are provided =) Can not stand being forced into becoming an overbearing asshole but am left with little choice and perhaps will be a piece of the puzzle to correcting this situation. I really enjoy being a tough yet loving considerate person, but also understand and know that we need to adopt to the challenges at hand.
Have to hand to him that for of all life's past and present experiences he has found ways to provide new paths to travel on and unique challenges yet to be explored. I think I need a hug...

Believe it will be ok.  Had a rough life growing up and times also, yet shared many opportunities to love and be loved, to share and learn new skills, adopt to experiences and create new ones with opportunities to receive and offer assistance. We do not always like what is presented to us in life but when we find ways to allow being compassionate with ourselves and those around us new opportunities, perhaps even those unknown to us, become clear and we are stronger because of it. 

 I know that you are capable of obtaining your desires, needs & dreams... Simply keep your mind set your overall goals, appreciate each accomplishment successfully achieved and stay passionate about over coming any obstacles and/or minor failures that may present themselves. You are a blessed, wonderful & beautiful human being. 

You can achieve anything!

I feel that once again the youth of America is giving a much needed voice to the issues which crave change yet have slipped through the grasp of those in power to address properly.

Think they deserve everyone's attention around the world and not just here within the U.S.

Hope that they are successful :-)

Believe that we as a society need to adapt and continue to improve as a nation for future balance here at home and to once again be the beacon of the world through example.

PEACE - LOVE - HAPPINESS - RESPONSIBILITY - RESPECT & EQUALITY!

True joy is knowing that everyone is being care for...
 

Her loving heart became my vice



As her words filled my soul,



Her tenderness healed my heart



As her thoughts invoked more of mine.



She was nothing less then a Goddess, how undeserving was I?


Her openness inviting



As her passions enslaved mine.



Her hopes and dreams enlighten me,



Yet her hand has not held mine.


J.V.S.

 We like it rough, at times unscripted at times expanding into new welcomed realms of pleasureful delights, but this is not everything sought or embraced for today the soft sweet tenderness of loving anticipation teasingly wisp through each fiber of our flesh as they are to be shared. Daddy's lil girl wishes to be playful have fun cuddle. she has earned it and Daddy wants it too :-) A day filled with her fantasies, with sensual touches, hugs, sweet kisses and warm embraces are on the menu along with perhaps naked sexual flirtations, ice cubes, melted chocolate and a bit of casual to well thought out bondage deliciously served out doors ;-)

She is amazingly beautiful, excited and moist. Acceptably slut-fully dressed on her knees just on the other side of the door with his collar comfortably in place awaiting inspection and his approval, his affection, his imagination, his leash. 

The best revenge is doing well.

To accomplish this one must first forgive themself and the other and then move on to a healthier sperate path in life :-)

Revange may taste sweet, but then becomes very bitter once sollowed.

When we stop being angry with ourselves for the abuses we've allowed the next path we seek opens up to us when we are calm and brave enough to accept it.    

                                                                                        ***HUGS***

I am grateful for all of my friends, my son, family, experiences, women and new experiences yet to be gained and shared as life is lived and opportunities to help, love and learn present themselves...

Beauty lies not in regret, but rather explodes and flourishes From: experiences that are harsh and lead us to understanding with a new ability to help another - To: the most blissful and amazing experiences which lead us to love, compassion, freedom and a renewed ability to appreciate all life creating everything that makes us unique that can be felt around the world.

It had been so long, it felt almost inappropriate. Human contact, even the warmth of her soft breath caressing over my skin, a finger tip brushing barely, lightly against me with an accidental in counter, a reminder of comforts once afforded. Strangers to one another who shared an uncomfortable smile of unfamiliar desires. Where could they possibly go from here? Afraid to speak allowing another to possibly learn of the desperation inside and be in a different emotional place. Would there be understanding or judgment? The urges subside as brief enjoyable contact paused through the structure of this needing body... Returning home only to notice a dust covered massage table which once provided loving pleasures for another as well as me. Tomorrow will be another day, what loneliness, or opportunity will it bring? 

Iranian Hostage Crisis, Final Western Pacific Cruise

See also: Iranian Hostage Crisis






Coral Sea entering Pearl Harbor in 1981

On 4 November 1979 militant followers of the Ayatollah Khomeini (who had come to power following the overthrow of the Shah of Iran) seized the US Embassy in Tehran and held 63 Americans hostage. Thus began the Iranian Hostage Crisis.

The Coral Sea relieved the Midway in the northern part of the Arabian Sea, off the coast of Iran, on 5 February 1980. This operating area was nicknamed Gonzo Station by some of the men on the ships operating there, apparently because of its vicinity to Iran and the assumption that war with Iran was likely.

Later, along with the USS Nimitz and other ships in company, the Coral Sea participated in Operation Evening Light, of 24 April 1980. (Aircraft were launched from the Nimitz and the Coral Sea played a supporting role.) The crew of the Coral Sea and other ships in company received the Navy Expeditionary Medal for their efforts. By the time the ship pulled into Subic Bay, the Philippines for a port call on 9 May 1980 the crew had spent 102 consecutive days at sea – mostly off the coast of Iran. (The Iranian Hostage Crisis ended on 20 January 1981 when Ronald Reagan succeeded Jimmy Carter as President of the United States and Iran released the Americans.)

At this time (1979-1981) the ship was commanded by Captain (later Admiral) Richard Dunleavy, who was to play a role in the Tailhook scandal, which forced him into retirement. However, while commanding the Coral Sea he was considered an excellent commanding officer by his crew, who respected him greatly, even though they worked long, difficult hours under him and he could be a strict disciplinarian.

On 10 June 1980 the Coral Sea returned to her homeport of Alameda. Shortly after its return the San Francisco Bay area, press reported the theft of a set of golden bear statues from the ship. These statues had been presented to the Coral Sea by the city of San Francisco after the city had adopted it as "San Francisco's Own". Two sailors from the Coral Sea were caught with the statues after attempting to sell them, and the sailors were subsequently court-martialed and sentenced to prison. All of the statues were recovered in good shape.

The ship embarked on her final WestPac on 20 August 1981. After making port calls at Pearl Harbor and Subic Bay, the Philippines, the ship operated in the South China Sea. After a port call at Singapore the Coral Sea headed to the Indian Ocean where she relieved the USS America (CV-66) at Gonzo Station, and operated with Royal Navy units in GonzoEx 2-81 (17-23 November).

The Coral Sea battle group, under Rear Admiral Tom Brown, was involved in exercises with the Royal Navy under Rear Admiral Sandy Woodward – who operated with HMS Glamorgan as his flagship. During one exercise, Woodward was able to manoeuver Glamorgan into a position where he could have "sunk" the Coral Sea with Exocet missiles. The result of this exercise played a part in the belief of Admiral Woodward that the British should sink ARA General Belgrano because of the fear of a similar situation arising between that ship and the British Aircraft Carriers HMS Hermes and HMS Invincible during the Falklands War.

Later, the Coral Sea participated in Bright Star 82, an exercise involving the defense of Egypt and the Suez Canal (4-9 December).

Relieved on 17 December 1981 by the USS Constellation (CV-64), the Coral Sea departed Gonzo Station and called at Pattaya, Thailand after 79 consecutive days at sea. Like the visit to Subic Bay after 102 days at sea during the Iranian Hostage Crisis, Pattaya was a welcome sight for the crew, who availed themselves of the pleasures the city had to offer, as sailors are often stereotypically seen to do in literature and film. However, as with most port calls the Coral Sea made, no serious incidents were reported that might have damaged the ship's reputation.

After departing Pattaya the ship called at Subic Bay and Hong Kong. The Coral Sea then operated in the Sea of Japan before making a port call at Sasebo, Japan.

After departing Japan the Coral Sea made another port call at Subic Bay, then again at Pearl Harbor before steaming to California. The Coral Sea arrived at her home port of Alameda on 23 March 1982.

The ship then began upkeep, training and operations off the coast of California. In late July, 1982 the Coral Sea served as a movie prop in filming of portions of the motion picture The Right Stuff.

Perhaps it is, (which for now you may disagree), that all that is you, in all of  your beauty and wonder already
co-exist. Yet at this time as you seek to fill a void for which you have not reconized / identified and you find yourself conflicted as to how all that is amazing about you seems seperate.

Ask in how many ways has everything about myself created a path seeking the future of tomorrow, prepared me for what is yet unknown and keeping me hungery in a quest for more of  "all" that is around me... People, places, nature, emotions and knowelge yet to be discovered.

Some times when we look down too closely at the steps our feet are taking we do not reconize the path being traveled.

Stay beautiful with whom you already are.
Allow your mind to expand and understand, keep you safe and chose each path you encounter.
Allow your heart to embrace what is possible and seek that which it hungers for.
Allow your spirit to guide you and your soul to grow.
You already have all that you need as a child of the universe, as a women and a passionate being. Perhaps it is time to let go of any fear of who and where you are and step into acceptance of who you carve to become, what you desire to find and long to embrace.
Today is yours, what will you chose to explore tomorrow?

 

He whom I have grown to be.

An interpretation of accumulated experiences and knowledge forged from choices made, situations exposed to along with reactions and thoughts to and of them, as well as  friendships accepted / lost & relationships explored, respect / trust / love / gratitude / kindness earned received and given, work accomplished, help received and given.

A product of pleasure, pain, humor, productivity, encouragement and questions yet to be answered.

A ex-military man, a street fighter, a single father, a compassionate being, a friend, a lover, a bother, a son, an explorer, a seeker of honesty, a sexual being, a child of the universe, an older man to many / a young man at heart.

Simply just a man w/ limited understanding earning his next piece of bread day by day hoping for a better world tomorrow! 

Why do you ask? :) 

 Once she is freed of all inhibitions.

Curiosity is a sinister Master, allow your own arousal and her responses to foster creativity.

Single 50 yr. father of one. Still raising his teen son. Work full time and enjoy the work I do. Have great interest and some experience within D/s & M/s relationships through both experience and research. I am honest patient loving kind trustworthy respectful and understanding, expecting the same in return.   
Most of us are busy and consumed with the reality of daily life, I hope to participate with someone who carves to fulfill a meaningful life with a dedication for the shared purpose of enjoying life where ever that may lead... from the kinky to the norm and all that is accomplished in between.
 Enjoy role play and bondage of various natures while exploring the limitations and desires of the one who wishes to participate within the dynamic of a loving, wonderful growing and rewarding relationship. One who has a sense of service at heart, nurturing by nature, who desires cultivating a attitude of mindfulness and seeks to expand her sexuality
while catering to mine and exploring fantasies together.
Seeking also meaningful friendships and sharing open dialog along with honesty and the realities of life. Desire younger submissive female of legal age as well us women closer to my age to guide/train within the direction they wish to explore and experience life for self growth and sexuality with the ability to communicate and a willingness to explore fantasies and expand there limitations within healthy bounders while supporting the relationship we build and accomplishing daily chores.
To become, if not already, comfortable with her body and as well being joyful and comfortable in preforming casual family activities. Realistically I do not expect perfection in every area of our lives. I do desire to have the aspects of the relationship that we develop to be preformed to the best of one's abilities within the scope of their limitations an desire to seek approval and reward. Promoting and maintaining a deep loving relationship as we honor each other. 

Nothing is the most important matter of the universe.

It surrounds everything else,

if nothing did not exist there would no room for anything else...

So as you can see nothing else is as important as to then exist as if nothing else mattered :)